The Conversion of Saul of Tarsus
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to Acts chapter 9. Acts of the Apostles, we find ourselves in chapter 9. Wanna read the first half of the chapter verses one to 19, and then our focus this morning will be on verses one to nine. So beginning in Acts chapter nine at verse one. Then Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest and asked letters from him to the synagogues of Damascus, so that if he found any who were of the way, whether men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. As he journeyed, he came near Damascus, and suddenly a light shone around him from heaven. Then he fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me? And he said, who are you, Lord? Then the Lord said, I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. It is hard for you to kick against the goats. So he, trembling and astonished, said, Lord, what do you want me to do? Then the Lord said to him, Arise and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do. Then the men who journeyed with him stood speechless, hearing a voice but seeing no one. Then Saul arose from the ground, and when his eyes were opened, he saw no one. But they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. And he was three days without sight, and neither ate nor drank. Now there was a certain disciple at Damascus named Ananias, and to him the Lord said in a vision, Ananias. And he said, here I am, Lord. So the Lord said to him, arise and go to the street called Straight, and inquire at the house of Judas for one called Saul of Tarsus. For behold, he is praying. And in a vision, he has seen a man named Ananias coming in and putting his hand on him so that he might receive his sight. Then Ananias answered, Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much harm he has done to your saints in Jerusalem. And here he has authority from the chief priests to bind all who call on your name. The Lord said to him, go, for he has a chosen vessel of mine to bear my name before Gentiles, kings, and the children of Israel. For I will show him how many things he must suffer for my name's sake. And Ananias went his way and entered the house, and laying his hands on him, he said, brother Saul, the Lord Jesus, who appeared to you on the road as you came, has sent me that you may receive your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit. Immediately there fell from his eyes something like scales, and he received his sight at once, and he arose and was baptized. So when he had received food, he was strengthened. And Saul spent some days with the disciples at Damascus." Amen. Let us pray. Father, thank you for the written word. Thank you for this history of the early church. Thank you for the conquest. of this archenemy of the church and the fact that you use this man as the apostle to the Gentiles, you use this man most powerfully and gloriously. God, cause us to reflect now upon divine grace. Cause us to reflect upon your mercy and your ability to save even the chief of sinners by the power of the Christian gospel. Do fill us with your Holy Spirit now. Again, forgive us for our sins and our transgression. And we pray these things through Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen. Well, the conversion of Saul of Tarsus in the first place is a gracious answer to Stephen's prayer. If you go back for just a moment to the martyrdom of Stephen in Acts chapter seven at verse 60, Stephen says, or he knelt down and cried out with a loud voice, Lord, do not charge them with this sin. And when he had said this, he fell asleep. I think at times we are inclined to believe that God doesn't always hear and answer our prayers. He most certainly, Sometimes that answer is no, but in this particular instance the answer was yes, and God did not charge Saul with the death of Stephen. As well, this is a significant development in redemptive history with the calling of Saul of Tarsus. with the commission of the apostle Paul, we see the gospel extended. He is a missionary to the Gentiles, the apostle to the Gentiles. And what Paul does, beginning in chapter 13 to the end of the book of Acts, is certainly phenomenal in terms of the extension of Christ's kingdom on earth for the glory of God and for the good of souls. Now Paul refers to this conversion account again later in Acts chapter 22 before the Jews and then in Acts chapter 26 before Agrippa. And so we will reflect on those as well as we move through the exposition this morning. I want to focus on two things. First, the hostility of Saul of Tarsus in verses one and two, and then secondly, the conversion of Saul of Tarsus in verses three to nine. So that's what we hope to do this morning. If you are not a believer here this morning, I would encourage you to pay attention. Because the Apostle Paul will later describe himself as the chief sinner. And if the chief sinner can be conquered by the grace of God Almighty, then certainly the lesser sinners can be too. There are those times and occasions in the lives of people where they say, well, I'm so wicked, I'm so evil, I am so sinful, that perhaps I'm beyond the pale of God's redeeming grace. You can't say that. God saved the chief sinner. God saved the archenemy. God turned this man from a raging persecutor against the church to the preacher that would extend the church by the power of the Holy Spirit. So let's look first at the hostility of Saul, and we see this in two ways. First, his attitude, and then secondly, his actions. Notice what we read in verse 1. Then Saul, and it says, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord. Turn back for a moment to chapter 7. Saul is not introduced here in chapter 9, rather Saul is introduced in chapter 7. He is present at the stoning, at the martyrdom of Stephen. And if you look at chapter 7 verse 58, it says, they cast him out of the city and stoned him. This is Stephen. And the witnesses laid down their clothes at the feet of a young man named Saul. That's this Saul of Tarsus that we find in chapter 9. And then notice in chapter 8 at verse 1, now Saul was consenting to his death. He was in hearty agreement. He was complicit. He was right there with them. Perhaps he didn't pick up the stone and throw them at Stephen, but he certainly affirmed this activity. And then notice in verse 3, as for Saul, he made havoc of the church, entering every house and dragging off men and women, committing them to prison. He was the sort of person that would have actually put his hands on a woman and drag her off to prison. In fact, that's indicated in our passage this morning. He's breathing threats against the people of God, both men and women. And this exhibits specifically the ruthlessness of this Saul of Tarsus when it came to this desire to exterminate and to extinguish the very church of Jesus Christ. He wasn't a guy that was sort of neutral with reference to this movement. He wasn't a guy that was sort of sitting on the fence and watching from a distance. He was actively engaged in trying to stop the spread of Christianity. He was an arch enemy. He was a foe. He was one that took pride in trying to stop the great work of God most high. Notice in chapter nine, verse one, in terms of his attitude, he is still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord. The threats and murder, they're not directed toward criminals. They're not directed toward enemy invaders. These threats and murder are directed to the people who confess saving faith in our Lord Jesus Christ. It truly is amazing, isn't it? With reference to religion, persons can't respect one another's ability to choose for themselves. And I know we're Calvinists and reform, but follow the logic. Why would we kill somebody? Why would we murder somebody? Why would we exterminate somebody? We ought to be sympathetic toward them. We ought to pray for them. We ought to prevail upon them with good arguments from scripture so that they, by grace, can turn unto Jesus and be saved. If our religion is true, we don't need to advance it by the sword. If our religion is true, we don't need to advance it by the gun. If our religion is true, we don't need to imprison anybody who is contrary. We need to shine as lights in a crooked and perverse generation, and we need to hold forth the word of truth. Truth is the vehicle by which God conquers sinners. Truth is the vehicle by which men come out of darkness into marvelous light. But for Saul of Tarsus, prior to his conversion, all he knew was to try and exterminate the very people of God so that they could not propagate this new religion. Now notice, this does ultimately shine forth for us the grace of God, doesn't it? Doesn't this magnify God's grace? A nod, a smile, a bit of an indicator that you're following the message this morning would be very helpful, because this is a significant passage of Scripture. This magnifies God's grace. On the one hand, when the Apostle Paul says this is a trustworthy statement, worthy of all acceptation, that Christ came into this world, sinners to save, of whom I am chief, we read that, we muse upon it, we understand it cognitively, but here we see it displayed. We see it played out. What does he mean by saying he is the chief sinner? Well, it's precisely here. And what he tells us in 22 and 26, it is precisely in the reality that he was consenting to the death of Stephen, this godly martyr that was executed simply for confessing faith in Jesus Christ. He is the chief sinner. And here he shows us by Luke what it means to be the chief sinner. John Gill says, this, the wickedness, the attitude, the heart, he says, and this shows the inward disposition of his mind, the rage, wrath, malice, envy, and bloodthirstiness he was full of, and is observed to illustrate the riches of divine grace in his conversion. That's what's displayed here when Christ comes to save him. Yes, Paul is a wretch, but Christ is a great Savior. Paul is a great sinner, but Jesus is a greater Savior. And we need to see this and appreciate it afresh. So that's his attitude. He's breathing these threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord. Now, notice his actions. He goes to the high priest, which indicates something of Saul's status. Right? He's able to walk into the high priest. I mean, not saying the high priest was the president or the prime minister, but he was a man of some power. He was a man of some respect and reverence. That Saul of Tarsus was able to have audience with him indicates something concerning Saul of Tarsus. He was no chump. He was somebody within the Pharisaic religion. But it also indicates something about the high priest. The high priest too wants to exterminate the confessors of Jesus Christ. See how corrupt Israel's religion had become. The very Messiah comes in accordance with the Old Testament scriptures. And now they are conspiring to murder anybody that would follow this one who said he was in fact Messiah. And so Paul, or Saul rather, goes to him and makes this request. And then notice the request, it identifies believers as the way. The Christians, believers in the early church are referred to as the way. And some speculate as to why that may have been based on Old Testament usage. I often think of Jesus' statement. John 14, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. Those following Jesus are identified here as the way and elsewhere in the book of Acts. And again, his request includes women, so that if anyone who were found of the way, whether men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. As Chris Austin says, that does underscore his ruthlessness. Now remember, this was a time when enemies would go out, or armies would go out to battle, and they wouldn't kill the women. That's kind of changed today. We put women in combat. I mean, we're so evolved now, we put women in combat. But there was a day and age when men would go out and fight, and it would be forbidden, prohibited. Even think about actually killing a woman that was sort of associated with one of those armies. And here the Apostle Paul or Saul of Tarsus wants to bind men and women and he wants to bring them bound to Jerusalem. What for? Not therapy, not a group session, but for further punishment. And Saul indicates this and the Apostle Paul indicates this later. Turn to Acts chapter 22 when he gives his own rehearsal or his own account of this particular scenario. Acts 22 at verse 4. I persecuted this way to the death, binding and delivering into prisons both men and women, as also the high priest bears me witness and all the council of the elders, from whom I also received letters to the brethren and went to Damascus to bring in chains, even those who were there, to Jerusalem to be punished. See, that's his endgame. It's not just to try to give them some conversion therapy or to try to bring them back to the pale of Judaism, but he wants to see them punished for their confession of faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. And then turn over to 26. Acts chapter 26 at verse 9. Indeed, I myself thought I must do many things contrary to the name of Jesus of Nazareth. This I also did in Jerusalem. And many of the saints I shut up in prison, having received authority from the chief priests. And when they were put to death, I cast my vote against them. And I punished them often in every synagogue and compelled them to blaspheme. And being exceedingly enraged against them, I persecuted them even to foreign cities." That's what Damascus was. It was about 135 miles northwest of Jerusalem. That's not going from Chilliwack to Sardis. This is a week-long journey. He wants this authorization from the high priest in Jerusalem so he can go up to this city of Damascus, he can go into the synagogues, he can show those authorization papers to the synagogue officials, and anybody in there associated with the way, the apostle, or Saul rather, is going to grab them, he is going to cuff them, and he is going to bring them back to Jerusalem so that they may be further punished. Bye! If this was going on today, we'd be reading about this guy in the voice of the martyrs time in our prayer meeting. There's this bloodthirsty man who's breathing out threats and murder against our beloved brothers and sisters. He's traveled 135 miles to go up into a synagogue so that if anybody there is associated with the way, he can drag them out of that place. He can bind them and take them down to Jerusalem so that they may be further punished. This guy's a bad man. He's a wretch. He's terrible. Now, let's see how Jesus deals with them in the conversion of Saul of Tarsus in verses 3 to 9. In the first place, we see his confrontation with Christ. And there are sub points here, because I think the focus here is upon Jesus. It's certainly Saul. But again, I think the emphasis of Luke is to highlight for us the great grace of God Almighty, the great power of the Christian message, the great power of the Christian gospel. So that if anybody's sitting in a church in 2019 and they're considering the claims of Jesus Christ and they're looking at themselves saying, but I'm a pretty bad man or woman or boy or girl. I'm a pretty wretched sinner. I'm a pretty evil person. I'm very polluted, very filthy. Everything that God has commanded that I do, I don't do. Everything that God has forbidden, I find myself doing. I don't think I'm worthy to come to Jesus. Let me just give you a bit of encouragement. None of us are worthy to come to Jesus. None of us are fit to come to Jesus. That's why Jesus comes to us. That's the point of the passage. Notice what happens. We see the initiative of Christ in verse three, not the initiative of Saul. Saul's got his papers. Saul's going to Damascus. Saul is going to persecute the people of God. Who comes to Saul? It's the Lord Christ. The way that God comes to Adam and Eve. The way that God comes to Abram. The way that Jesus says. in that scene with reference to Zacchaeus, the son of man has come to seek and to save that which was lost. Of course, in yourself, you will never come to the Lord Jesus, but Christ is able to make men willing in the day of his power. And that initiative shines forth here in verse three, no pun intended, but look at verse three. As he journeyed, he came near Damascus and suddenly a light shone around him from heaven. So notice, we have the Lord Christ coming to Saul of Tarsus, and all of the elements here are reminiscent of what is called the theophany. Now, theophany, before you say, he uses these big words and he never defines them, I'm gonna define it for you. Theophany means a manifestation of God. That's all it means. Remember when Moses looked at that burning bush? That was a theophany. That was a manifestation of God. The Shekinah glory that rested upon the tabernacle and temple, that was a theophany. It was a manifestation of God. And all of the elements present here, we have light, we have this sound from heaven, and we have this falling before this light by the Apostle Paul. All of these are reminiscent of Old Testament theophany. What we have here is Christ coming to Saul of Tarsus to have saving dealings with them. And remember that it's midday, it's noon, according to the parallels in Acts 22 and Acts 26. This must have been a bright light. Right? Traveling to Damascus from Jerusalem wasn't like Chilliwack. Like even in the midst of great weather, I think there's rain projected for Wednesday. I don't think that's the way it was. Noon at this time would have been sun. Like we see today, imagine a light that came beyond that, that's so powerful that Saul of Tarsus knows that he's dealing with a divine being. So all of this is reminiscent of Old Testament theophany, the manifestation of God, as well it's reminiscent of the call of the prophets to prophetic ministry. In other words, what is happening in this passage before us is not only the archenemy being conquered, but the archenemy is now being enslaved to serve the master of Christianity. He's going from the kingdom of darkness into the kingdom of the son of God's love. And once he's in that kingdom of the son of God's love, he's gonna be the arch proponent of this glorious gospel of free and sovereign grace. And so Jesus takes initiative and comes to Saul. Notice as well, Jesus interrogates Saul. Verse four, then he fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me? And I think this is very encouraging for the people of God, because at times we wonder, is God really paying attention? I mean, look at what's happening in the passage. Saul of Tarsus, the arch enemy of the people of God, is going to the high priest. He's asking for permission so that he may go up to Damascus. And once he gets to Damascus, he can go into the synagogues. He can show that paperwork and he can seize upon the people of God. Jesus knows what's happening. Jesus sees, Jesus surveys, just like Jesus is standing there at the right hand of the father in Acts chapter seven, when Stephen is being stoned to death. Brethren, never let it enter into your mind and certainly never let it come from your lips. Does God even know what I'm going through? Yes, he knows exactly what you're going through. And according to his purpose and plan, you may need to go through it a little bit longer. In this instance, he comes. In this instance, he saves. In this instance, he stops the order that the apostle Paul would have to go to the synagogue and take these believers out of it. Now, note the identification of Christ in verse 5. I should tell you, in the King James tradition, In the middle of verse five, where it says, it is hard for you to kick against the goads, to the beginning of verse six, where it says, so he trembling and astonished said, Lord, what do you want me to do? It seems as if that has been added, but it's not superfluous information. It is found in the parallel passages. So I will preach it as is in the New King James version. If you have an ESV, you have an NIV, you have an NASB, it doesn't flow this way. Rather, it goes from, this statement of the Lord Jesus to arise and go to into the city. So having sort of dealt with that, let's look at this identification of Christ. Saul, at the beginning of verse 5, says, who are you, Lord? The word could be, sir. Kurios could be both Lord or Sir, it could be a sign of respect, but based on the reality that this is theophanic, in other words, it's reminiscent of these theophanies of God Most High, I think that Kurios as Lord is probably appropriate here. Saul may not know exactly who he's dealing with, but I think he suspects he's dealing with something beyond a normal human being. So he says, Lord, who are you? Now notice what Jesus says. And this, again, is great encouragement for the people of God. Then he said, I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. What is this but the identification of Jesus Christ with a suffering church? Now, Saul and Jesus were about the same age. And in just a moment, we're gonna consider the statement of Jesus when he says, it's hard for you to kick against the goads. it seems that there was a history in the heart of the Apostle Paul. I'll try and show you that in just a moment. But he would have known most likely of this Jesus of Nazareth. He would have known of who he was in terms of his claims. He would have known in terms of his crucifixion, which I would suggest this is probably just a very surprising thing to Saul of Tarsus. You knew that this Jesus was crucified and now you're seeing him on the road to Damascus? That was revolutionary in the mind of this particular fellow, wasn't it? Notice when he says, I am Jesus whom you're persecuting. Paul had never personally persecuted Jesus. Paul had never raised his hand at Jesus. Paul wasn't necessarily there nodding in agreement at the crucifixion. Maybe he could have been, but for all we know, he wasn't. But when Paul, or Saul rather, persecutes the people of God, he is persecuting Jesus. There is this close identification of the head with the body. Isn't that beautiful and encouraging? I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. In other words, he's cognizant of it, he recognizes it, and in this particular situation, he's gonna deal with it. It's like that Abby Johnson, right? A foe, as it were, against the kingdom of God, murdering babies. Well, how do you deal with an Abby Johnson if you're God most high? You change her heart. You show her what an abortion looks like. You show her what's at stake and you bring her to the other side. Well, that's what's happening here with Saul of Tarsus. He's an arch enemy. He's a chief sinner. He's a foe of all that is good and holy and righteous. And what's Christ gonna do? Christ's gonna save him. And Christ is going to show him how many things he must suffer for his namesake, but Christ is going to send him out to kings, to Gentiles, and to the children of Israel. And notice. Matthew 25, Jesus makes this identification there. He says, in as much as you did it to one of the least of these my brethren, or did not do it to the least of these my brethren, you did it unto me, or you did not do it unto me. There's this solidarity between head and body. In fact, Augustine commenting on this verse says, it was the head in heaven crying out on behalf of the members that were still on earth. And John Gill says, for the union between Christ and his people is so close that what is done to them is done to him. So all that to say, brethren, when we're going through trials, when we're going through hardships, when we're going through afflictions, we can't say to God, you have no idea what's happening to me. You have no idea what I'm going through. You have no idea how hard this is. Jesus was the son that learned obedience through what? Through books, conferences, good sermons. Jesus learned obedience according to Paul the Apostle in Hebrews chapter 5 through suffering. Now I'm not suggesting that every time we cry out to God, God deliver me from this particular malady, he's going to do it. Perhaps we ought to cry out, deliver me, but if you choose not to give me the grace to bear up. Why is that not a part of our prayer life? We're good at praying, God take this from me. Not so good at praying, God help me to deal with it if you don't. That's an avenue of prayer too, isn't it? We're not Benny Hinn, brethren. We're not health, wealth, and prosperity. We do not believe there's no Hebrews 11 in the Bible. We know there's a Hebrews 11. We know that there's a Hebrews 5. And we know that if Jesus learned obedience through suffering, then likely we're gonna have to learn obedience through some suffering too. That's just God's way. God causes all things to work for good, even the suffering and affliction of his people. See, Romans 8, 28 really doesn't make any sense if it's the good things. We'd all agree God causes us finding money to work for good. God causes us getting job promotions to work for good. God causes us to, you know, have good relationships all around. Of course that. When Paul says we know that he causes all things to work for good, he probably means terrible things, horrible things, miserable things, bad things. But even in that, God causes it to work for good to those who love him, to those who are the called according to his purpose. Christ identifies with his suffering church. And then notice what he says to Saul of Tarsus, it is hard for you to kick against the goads. It is hard for you to kick against the goads. There's more pain when goads are kicked at. The goads or the pricks and the old King James was a means by which he tried to get the animal to comply. Well, if the animal kicks against the instrument of compliance, it doesn't make the pain go away, it exacerbates it. And I think what Jesus is saying to Saul is that it's hard to resist. Again, if we consider what Paul says in other places in his writings, we know that he was exposed to Christianity. In fact, Matthew Poole says the pricks or the goads that he kicked against was the preaching and the miracles of Stephen and others. Romans chapter 7, in verse 7, Paul gives us a bit of a before picture of his conversion. He says, I would not have known lust if the law had not said, you shall not covet. You see, it wasn't the case that Saul, the righteous Pharisee, was at peace all the time. Saul, the righteous Pharisee, knew what covetousness was. Saul the righteous Pharisee had come into contact with the people of Jesus. Saul the righteous Pharisee had witnessed the way that Stephen died. He heard Stephen say to them, or to the Lord, Lord, do not charge them with this sin. And so Christ comes now to him and says, it's hard for you to kick against the goats. In other words, Saul, you're not going to win in this exchange. It's the beautiful thing about the hound of heaven. Once he goes after you, you're going to get got. It's a beautiful and a wonderful thing. We call it the effectual call. We call it God making men willing in the day of his power. We call it the reality that the spirit of God, when he goes to work in the hearts of men, is irresistible. Not because he is mean or vicious, but because he turns our heart and affections towards him. He enslaves us into another realm in which we now delight. Stott said, the stiff neck of the self-righteous Pharisee bowed, the ox had fallen. been broken in." It is hard for you to kick against the goads. Now notice the instruction by Christ. So if you've been following this confrontation, we see Christ's initiative, verse 3, Christ's interrogation, verse 4, Christ's identification in verse 5, and now the instruction by Christ in verse 6. So he, Saul, trembling and astonished, said, Lord, what do you want me to do? Then the Lord said to him, Arise and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do. Now that sets the stage for what's going to follow in verses 10 to 19. He's going to meet a man named Ananias. The Lord, of course, communicates to Ananias that Saul is going to be looking for him. God brings them together. Ananias lays hands upon him, and these scales fall from his eyes. and he is now able to see. He's baptized, he makes this public affirmation of his faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, and he enters into the church. So that's the instruction, and again, it's a beautiful thing. Notice the absolute comprehensive sovereignty of God Almighty in the conversion of Saul of Tarsus, right? Acts 9, 1-9. But that reality doesn't minimize the place of means, doesn't minimize the place of a man like Ananias, doesn't minimize the place of the church. It doesn't mean we don't help people, we don't encourage people, we don't strengthen people, we don't deal with people. The Lord God is absolutely sovereign and has ordained means to accomplish his sovereign purposes. Why we would oftentimes reject means, why we would think that God's just going to have direct dealings with my soul. It's not going to come through preaching. It's not going to come through sermon audio. It's not going to come through my reading of the Bible. That's false. God uses means. For since in the wisdom of the world, the world through wisdom did not know God, it pleased God through what? Through the foolishness of the message preached to save those who believe. 1 Corinthians 1.21 says that. And so God uses the means of Ananias. God uses the means of the church. God uses those things to encourage this blood-bought child of God. So Saul of Tarsus wants to go to Damascus so that he can destroy the people of God. Saul of Tarsus is destroyed on the road to Damascus by sovereign grace and is now one of the people of God. It's really a beautiful thing. Now let's look with reference to the completion of the journey in verses seven and nine. This is very intriguing what we have here. Luke, the historian, highlights for us the confrontation with Christ on this road to Damascus, but he doesn't leave us there. He tells us, he bridges the gap between this conversion and Saul's actually going into Damascus. Notice in the first place, the men with Saul. Now, why were there men with Saul? Probably because Saul wasn't nine feet tall and, you know, ripped as Arnold Schwarzenegger in his heyday. It would need help to take men and women back to Jerusalem bound so that they could be punished. So he has some traveling companions with him. Makes sense, doesn't it? And oftentimes, traveling these sorts of roads at this particular time, there wasn't, you know, police officers every step of the way. So there were highway, you know, highway robberies. There was, you know, men that would do harm to you when you were traveling alone. So it made good sense to have fellow travelers with you and to have some fellow muscle with you when you start hauling people back from Damascus to Jerusalem. So these men who journey with him, they stand speechless. Now I would suggest they fell too, but then they got back up and they stand speechless hearing a voice, but seeing no one. Now, I should tell you, this is a bit different than what Paul rehearses in Acts 22. And some say, well, there it is. There's a discrepancy in the Bible. There's a contradiction in the Bible. Here we have, the men are speechless. They heard a voice but saw no one. In 22.9, Paul says, they did not hear the voice of him who spoke to me. So on one hand, in Acts 9, they hear, but they don't see. And in the other one, they don't hear. Right? So some would say, well, that's a discrepancy. Well, there's two ways around it or two ways to sort of define or describe it. In the first place, they heard Saul's voice, but they didn't hear Jesus. That's consistent. That's legit. But I think even more appropriate is that they didn't understand the voice. I think the NASB renders it in 22.9 that way. They didn't understand it. And there's precedence for this. In fact, turn to John chapter 12. This is very important because people will try and claim, well, there's a discrepancy here. There's a contradiction here. On the one hand, he says that they heard a voice, but saw no one. And then later he says they did hear the voice, but of him who spoke to me. Notice in John 12 verse 27 now my soul is troubled and what shall I say father saved me from this hour? But for this purpose I came to this hour father glorify your name Then a voice came from heaven saying I have both glorified it and will glorify it again Therefore the people who stood by and heard it said that it had thundered Others said an angel had spoken has spoken to him. They heard something but they didn't understand it What do we conclude? The target audience hears and understands. Everybody else witnesses something, something supernatural. It's not the case typically on the road to Damascus in noon or at noon, you get this blinding light and you hear this voice. They knew something happened to the supernatural character, but they didn't hear the voice of the Savior because it was Christ speaking to Saul of Tarsus. Again, I think there's reminiscences of Old Testament scripture. In Daniel, Daniel chapter 10, Daniel has a vision. He says, I, Daniel, alone saw the vision, for the men who were with me did not see the vision, but a great terror fell upon them so that they fled to hide themselves. So they saw something. These men with Saul of Tarsus saw something, they heard something, but they didn't hear the voice of Christ because the voice of Christ came to Saul of Tarsus specifically with this converting Purpose it was a distinction between the general and the effectual calling perhaps Now notice the condition of Saul in verses 8 and 9 Then Saul arose from the ground and when his eyes were opened he saw no one but they let him by hand and brought him into Damascus and he was three days without sight and neither ate nor drank it's a bit of a An interesting thing, isn't it? Why? What's the significance there with this blindness? What's the significance there with this no eating or drinking? Well, I wanna try and explain that in light of what Paul says elsewhere in the book of Galatians. If you take Galatians 1 and 2, you can kind of fill in what's happening here in the book of Acts. You take Acts chapter 9 and 11, you can kind of fill in what's happening there in Galatians 1 and 2. It's an amazing thing, right? The one man who wrote the one is definitely corroborating what Luke wrote and vice versa. Notice what it says, Saul arose from the ground. When his eyes were open, he saw no one, but they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. Here I think it's just to indicate that he had been beaten. And by beaten, I don't mean to death. I mean, he had been conquered, conquered. The foe, the enemy of the church had been vanquished. Stott explains it this way. He who had expected to enter Damascus in the fullness of his pride and prowess as a self-confident opponent of Christ was actually led into it, humbled and blinded, a captive of the very Christ he had opposed. See, when he had those papers, if he hadn't have met Jesus, how do you think Saul of Tarsus would have entered into those synagogues? He would have went in there like he was eight foot tall and bulletproof. He had orders from the high priest in the main church in Jerusalem to the synagogue officials so that Saul could go in and find out those who confessed faith in Jesus Christ. He would then seize upon them. He and his buddies would then take them back to Jerusalem for further punishment. There's pride and prowess in his heart. There's arrogance, there's mischief, there's violence, there's threats, there's murder. What happens now? He can't even see. He's got fellows bringing him into the city to complete contra to what was going to happen. He was going to go in there in pride and arrogance and conquer Jesus and his people. Well, Jesus has conquered him, and now he is one of Jesus' people, and that's the significance. But then with reference to this three-day period, it's very important that we understand what Paul tells us in Galatians 1. He wasn't taught the gospel by Ananias. He wasn't taught the gospel by the apostles. He was taught the gospel by Jesus himself. He says that in Galatians 1. I didn't receive this from men, but I received it from Jesus. Now, brethren, you say, why do you need to point this out? Because some have been unhappy with the conversion account of the apostle Paul. You see, this didn't really happen, this supernatural light from heaven, this voice from heaven. If this didn't happen as Luke records it, then we cannot take Paul seriously. Because Paul everywhere affirms that it did happen, and that Christ did teach him. I would suggest that the three days, it was three days wherein Jesus is instructing him. Now, it's not that he didn't know the Old Testament. It's not that he didn't have some understanding of the way. But what Jesus does in that three-day period is underscore for Saul of Tarsus the hermeneutical principle to understanding all of Scripture. That Christ is the scope, that Christ is the end, Christ is everything with reference to Holy Scripture. So for that three-day period, I don't think it was just a matter of Saul lying on the couch not being able to see anything. I think it was Jesus instructing him. It was Jesus teaching him. John Gill says it this way, "...without bodily sight, for otherwise all this while his spiritual sight was increasing, and Christ was giving him by his spirit a full view of himself, his state and case, and where his salvation was, and a clear insight into the doctrines of the gospel, which he is said to have by the revelation of Christ, whereby he was fitted for the immediate preaching of it." That is what's happening here. It's not just that Jesus is showing him that, you know, you can be blind for three days. Jesus is teaching him. Jesus is preparing him. Because why? What do we see? At the beginning of verse 20, immediately he preached to Christ in the synagogues that he is the Son of God. Who does that? Who just immediately preaches the Christ? One that has just been taught the Christ by Christ himself. That's who does it. You see, Saul of Tarsus didn't go to Jerusalem until three years after he was converted. And then it was for 15 days he spent time with the apostles. He didn't go back to Jerusalem until 11 years after that. So a total of 14 years. This is one of his emphases in Galatians chapter one. This is one of the ways he underscores his authority as an apostle of Jesus Christ. He says, it wasn't James, it wasn't Peter, it wasn't those men. These men reputed to be pillars in the church, what they were, it wasn't anything to me. They only bid me that we remember the poor, the very thing that I was eager to do. See, the timeline with reference to Saul of Tarsus is that he's converted, that he's taught by Christ, and now he immediately preaches Christ, even during that three-year period, and then that 11-year period, before he ever meets the apostles and they give him further information. That's what he tells us. So if we disregard or we say, well, you know, this is so sensational and so supernatural, we must reject it. You cannot do that without rejecting the New Testament. You can't do that without rejecting the very Christ who saved this man. The historicity of Saul's conversion is absolutely crucial for the life of the church. If this is not true, then much of what we have banked our souls on isn't true. It's suspect. Again, I don't want to bore you with or surprise you with the various attempts to try and explain that this isn't what happened on the road to Damascus. Some suggest mass hysteria on the parts of the persons that stood speechless. Some suggest that the Apostle Paul or Saul of Tarsus had an epileptic seizure. He was sort of out of his mind for a time. Well, that's humanism. That's called liberalism, theological liberalism. It is a repudiation of the text of scripture. We cannot fall prey to that. We take the word of God as the inspired, infallible, inerrant word of God, right down to the conversion of Saul of Tarsus with the light, the voice, and the fear, and the trembling, and the I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. It is crucial for us to receive this and to understand not only Saul's sinfulness, but as well Christ's graciousness. Well, I want to conclude with a few thoughts and then we'll close. First, let's look at what Paul says concerning his pre-Christ life. 1 Corinthians chapter 15. Well, I should say that Paul did see Jesus. He didn't see an apparition. He didn't see sort of a thought of Jesus. He didn't see a phantom. In 9.1 of 1 Corinthians, he says, have I not seen Jesus Christ our Lord? Remember all the way back in Acts chapter one, when they're looking for a replacement for Judas, what was a key component for one to serve as an apostle? They must have witnessed the resurrection of Jesus Christ. So it was crucial that Saul of Tarsus on that road to Damascus see the resurrected Christ, or else he couldn't have been an apostle. That was crucial information. That's why there's no apostles today, because nobody living today has seen the resurrection of Jesus. Paul saw Jesus. He tells us that in 1 Corinthians 9.1. But notice in 1 Corinthians 15, Verse 8, he highlights that he has seen Jesus. Then last of all, he was seen by me also as by one born out of due time. But then notice in 15.9, for I am the least of the apostles who am not worthy to be called an apostle because I persecuted the church of God. He never forgot the rock from whence he was hewn. The people of God typically never forget the rock from whence they were hewn. They never muse on what great people they were. They never muse on how accomplished they were. They never muse on how wonderful they were and how they were fitting. worthy of God's salvation. That's not it at all. The pattern rather is what we see in Ezekiel 36, that promise of the new covenant. When God says, I will take out the old stony heart, I will put in a new fleshly heart, I will sprinkle water on you, then you will remember your ways and loathe yourselves for what you did. That's more symptomatic of the genuine blood-bought Christian. They never muse and say, wow, you know, I was a pretty good guy or girl. It was about time that Jesus came to save me. No, they say things like what Saul or Paul the Apostle says in this instance. I'm not worthy to be called an apostle because I persecuted the church of God. Verse 10, but by the grace of God, I am what I am, and His grace toward me was not in vain, but I labored more abundantly than they all, yet not I, but the grace of God which was with me. Turn over to Galatians 1. Galatians 1, we see underscored just how bad Paul was before his conversion to our Lord Jesus. Galatians 1 11 but I make known to you brethren that the gospel which was preached by me is not according to man For I neither received it from man nor was I taught it, but it came through the revelation of Jesus Christ Jesus taught him Jesus educated him and again, I don't think it was okay. So there was a king by the name of Saul There was a king by the name of David. There was a city by the name of Jericho. He knew all that The fundamental ingredient that Saul of Tarsus was missing was Christ. That's what Christ teaches him in those three days. That Christ is, if I can use the language, the key to unlock the meaning of Scripture. If you don't have Jesus, you don't have an accurate understanding of Scripture. We see that throughout the book of Acts. It's the religious leaders, it's the Pharisees, it's the scribes, it's the Sadducees, who know the Old Testament, but they don't know the Old Testament. It's the apostles who see Christ in the Old Testament who know the Old Testament. Now, notice what he goes on to say in verse 13. For you have heard of my former conduct in Judaism, how I persecuted the church of God beyond measure and tried to destroy it. And I advanced in Judaism beyond many of my contemporaries in my own nation, being more exceedingly zealous for the traditions of my fathers. What did he try to do? He tried to destroy the church. It's a bad guy, wasn't he? It's a bad guy. Turn over to Philippians chapter three. Philippians chapter three. He's sort of setting forth his religious pedigree. And in the context, what he is doing is he's cautioning the people of God against the Judaizers. Judaizers were somebody who would come to the church and say, it's good that you believe Jesus, but you need to keep the commandments of Moses. I'm not suggesting that we as blood-bought children of God don't keep the commandments of Moses. Most certainly, we don't commit adultery. Most certainly, we don't murder. Most certainly, we don't commit idolatry. But when I say the law of Moses vis-a-vis the ceremonies, you've got to get circumcised. You've got to not eat bacon. You've got to, you know, toe that particular line. You've got to become a Jew before you become a Christian. That's what a Judaizer said. Faith in Jesus is good, but you must be circumcised as well. That's bad. If you have any idea in your head that it's faith in Jesus plus what you do, you've not been paying attention to Paul. Paul tells you, it's grace alone, through faith alone, in Christ Jesus alone. It is not circumcision that ultimately commends you to God. It is the active and the passive obedience of our Lord Jesus. So the apostle is cautioning them. In fact, look at verse 2. He says, beware of dogs. He doesn't mean canines. I think I shared with some of you, my little dog was savagely attacked by a neighbor dog a few months ago. And now I notice a skittishness in her and I when we're walking down the street. Whenever I see a dog off its leash, I get scared and she certainly does too. And if she could jump up into my arms, she would. I usually just grab her leash and grab her and that sort of, he's not talking about canines. He's talking about Judaizers. He is talking about the sorts of people that would say, belief plus, and you'll be saved. Belief plus circumcision, and you'll be saved. They're dogs, according to the apostle Paul. You have to understand why he does that. Because at one time, Jews looked at Gentiles as dogs. And now the apostle is writing to a Gentile church, saying that Judaizers are dogs. That's the point. He says, beware of evil workers, beware of the mutilation. That is a key statement there too, because in the Judaizers mind, circumcision was everything. Paul says, it ain't circumcision, it's mutilation. When you move from just a cultural thing that is identifying of your community to something that has religious significance to commend you to God, that's a mutilation. He says, for we are the circumcision. Again, Gentile church. We're the circumcision, the people of God, right? The bloodbought, the believers in Jesus, they're the circumcision, who worship God in the spirit, rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh. And now notice what he says, though I also might have confidence in the flesh. Paul is not boasting in this passage as if he was a great guy. He's making the point. The Judaizers are going to come and they're going to tell you that if you work hard enough, you can be accepted by God. Paul says, I was the guy that worked hard. I was the guy that did everything a good Jew did. I was the poster child for Judaism. And all of that means absolutely nothing. What is absolutely crucial is the blood and righteousness of Jesus Christ. That's the context. Now notice what he says, though I also might have confidence in the flesh. Verse four, if anyone else thinks he may have confidence in the flesh, I more so circumcise the eighth day of the stock of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of the Hebrews concerning the law, a Pharisee concerning zeal. Notice, persecuting the church, concerning the righteousness which is in the law blameless. That was all of his accomplishments before that road to Damascus. And notice what he says in verse seven, but what things were gained to me, these I have counted loss for Christ. Yet indeed, I also count all things loss for the excellence of the knowledge of Christ Jesus, my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish that I may gain Christ. One man has well said that Paul's doctrine is nothing more than the explanation of his conversion. I don't know that that exhausts Paul's doctrine, but I get what the author is saying. When Paul tells you, you can't work yourself into heaven, you should believe him. When Paul tells you that it's grace through faith in Jesus, you should listen to him. When Paul tells you, I was a man that was about to try and murder people for my cause, You need to listen to him. And then one other passage, I've already alluded to it, so you can go back to Acts 9, when he says, I am the chief. 1 Timothy 1, verse 15. So the persecution of the church by Saul was a reality. Secondly, the conversion of Saul by Jesus was a reality. We've seen the initiative of divine grace. We see the power of divine grace. And this is where I think we ought to spend the next two minutes. is to consider that power. He was engaged in a mission to bind believers and bring them to Jerusalem for further punishment. See, he wasn't in this good frame of mind, in this good frame of heart. He didn't have these feelings that would indicate that he was on his way to be converted at all. There was none of that. It was absent. It was void. It was vacant. There was nothing. Anybody looking from without could have seen in Saul saying, well, you know, I think he's going to become a believer someday. No, he was a hater of God. He was a rejecter of Jesus Christ. Now, some would say, well, you know, it wasn't so much he was ever a hater of God. He just moved from, you know, God without Jesus to God with Jesus. If you don't have God the Father without Jesus, you don't have God the Father, even in the Old Testament. Those scriptures are able to make you wise for salvation through faith in Christ Jesus. Christ is absolutely crucial in coming to the Father. As well, he had been kicking against the goads. He had been resisting. It was a powerful image that he saw with Stephen. I don't know that he ever rehearses that for us, though, Acts 7. Luke was Paul's buddy, and as Matthew Henry said, we have reason to believe that he put that in there, had Luke put that in there so that it would show his sinfulness and it would magnify free grace. But you see, he was conscious of this. He was conscious of the sin in his heart, according to Romans 7, 7. As well, he later explains that his desire was to destroy the Church of God, that he was, in fact, the chief of sinners, and he is confronted on the road to Damascus, and Christ saves him, not because he was a good guy, Not because he was engaged in a good work, but because Christ is gracious and merciful. That's the bottom line. That's what happens. He is taught by Christ, and then he immediately preaches Christ. Listen to what John Calvin says with reference to the conquest of Saul by Jesus. And whereas such a cruel wolf was not only turned into a sheep, but did also put on the nature of a shepherd. I mean, it would have been a good get if Saul just got saved, right? I mean, here he's not gonna be killing people. Here he's not gonna be breathing threats and murder against the people of God. It would have been a good get just to stop him from that mission to Damascus. But a better get is to take that man and to send him forth literally for thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands of miles to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ. to press the claims of Christ upon Gentiles, upon kings, upon Jews. That's how the rest of the book is going to unfold. Drop down for just a moment to verse 15. Verse 15 of chapter 9 is a bit of an outline for the second half of the book of Acts. Notice that Jesus says to Ananias, Go, for he is a chosen vessel of mine to bear my name before Gentiles. That's what Paul does. Remember when he's preaching in the synagogue? He says, since you judge yourselves unworthy of eternal life, we're gonna go to the Gentiles. He does that. That's according to the prophet Isaiah. It's all according to the plan of God. So Gentiles, and then as well, kings. You say, well, I don't remember any king. Of course there's kings. What happens? The Jews persecute Saul, Paul the Apostle, they arrest him. They can't do anything with him, so they turn him over to the Roman authorities. And one by one, Paul the Apostle stands before these men, Festus and Agrippa, and then he ultimately appeals to go to Caesar. That's not accidental, that was Christ's purpose. You're gonna bear my name to Gentiles, kings, and then notice what he says at the very end, and the children of Israel. How does the book of Acts end? The book of Acts ends with Paul in prison and Jews coming to talk to him about Jesus. It's a beautiful thing, brethren. Luke wrote a narrative that is beautifully outlined. Some of us love outlines. I don't like to think without outlines. Well, Luke seemed to be that sort of a fellow too. He gives us an outline in Acts 1.8 and he gives us this outline in Acts 9.15 for the latter half of the book. And that is precisely what we see. And then finally, with reference to that statement that the gospel or the doctrine that Paul taught was nothing but the outworking of his own conversion, consider his conviction. In Romans 1, he says, I'm not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God unto salvation for everyone who believes, to the Jew first and also to the Greek. For in it, the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith. As it is written, the just shall live by faith. Paul was convicted of that, why? because he'd experienced that. He knew what God's power was like. He was not seeking after the Lord. He was not putting himself into the Lord's path. He was out to try and destroy the Lord and his work. And yet, that power overcame him on the road to Damascus. Consider his declaration. Had we continued to read in verse 9 of Philippians 3, Paul says, and be found in him not having my own righteousness, which is from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness which is from God by faith. He understood that. He has this pedigree. He has this religious resume. He was circumcised the eighth day. He was from the tribe of Benjamin. He was named after the first king of Israel. I mean, he had everything in place. But he knows that I'm going to heaven not based on my righteousness, which is from the law, but that which is from God through faith in Christ. And then consider that statement in 2 Corinthians chapter 4. I wonder. You never know, you can't know what's in the mind of a man when he writes, but perhaps Paul was reflecting on that light that shone on that day on the road to Damascus when he writes these words. He says, for it is the God who commanded light to shine out of darkness, who has shown in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. I would just like to end by saying, if an arch enemy, If a persecutor, if a man whose mission it was, was to destroy the very church of Jesus Christ, if that man was not beyond the graciousness of God, then you're not. You're not. You are not the chief of sinners. You may think you are, and that's good, but you're not. Paul says it under inspiration of the Holy Spirit, that he was the chief sinner. I don't think that's accidental. I think it's God showing us that if I'm able to save the chief, then I'm certainly able to save the lessors. Come to Christ, believe on Jesus, turn from your sins in repentance, and follow after the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world. Let us pray. Father, we thank you for this account. We thank you that your grace is magnified so wonderfully in the salvation of Saul of Tarsus. Thank you for his work subsequent to this. Thank you for the letters that he has written. Thank you for the way that you used him. You not only saved him, but you used him mightily, and we have all benefited from this. We give praise to you, Lord God Almighty, for Acts chapter 9. We give praise to you for all of the Bible and how it testifies to us concerning Jesus Christ, our Lord. We thank you that you have shown in our hearts that the light of the gospel has come powerfully to us, and we pray that many, many, many more would come to know this Christ as Lord and Savior. Even in this place, God, we commit to you any that are unsaved, we would ask that you would draw them irresistibly by your power, make them willing in the day of your power, and cause them to see, to taste and see that the Lord good. We ask this in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen. Well, let's close by singing praise to our great triune God. We'll sing number
